I am Poem

I am confused and hurt
I wonder what you really mean
I hear you say your not ready
I see your actions are the opposite of what you say
I want to show you how I really am
I am confused and hurt

I pretend it doesn't hurt
I feel the pretend is coming a reality
I touch the happy but confused tear running down my cheek
I worry I will I ever be fully over you
I cry every chance I'm alone from all the confusion
I am confused but getting better

I understand your don't have the same feelings
I say over and over I'm done with the games
I dream of my new and happy life
I try to convince every one that I'm truly happy without you
I hope we can be great friends soon
I am happy and over you